我相信您是真诚的 心地是善良的 I believe you are sincere and good at heart
生存欲望
即使您达不到幸福的境界 请永远记住您是走在正道上 If you do not attain happiness always remember that you are on the right road
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要努力不偏离这条路 主要的是力戒作假 try not to leave it. Above all, avoid falsehood
力戒一切弄虚作假 尤其要力戒向自己作假 every kind of falsehood, especially falseness to yourself
教点有用的吧 teach us something useful
您得提防这一点 每时每刻加以警惕 Watch over your own deceitfulness and look into it every hour, every minute
此外 既不要嫌弃别人 也不要嫌弃自己 avoid being scornful, both to others and to yourself
凡是您觉得自己内心存在什么要不得的想法 What seems bad to you within yourself will grow
那么 您自己发现这一点本身已经在一定程度上把它净化了 pure by the very fact of you observing it
-真是荒唐 -浪费学费 -this is ridiculous -we're paying for this
可耻 you're a disgrace
您还要力戒恐惧 虽然恐惧 Avoid fear, though fear is only the
只是一切作假的后果 consequence of every sort of falsehood
在爱的征途上永远不要害怕您自己的怯懦心理 Never be frightened at your own faint-heartedness in attaining love
甚至对您在这过程中的不良行为也不必怕得要命 Don't be frightened overmuch even at your evil actions
很抱歉 我不能对您说什么动听的话 因为 I am sorry I can say nothing more consoling to you, for love in
与梦想中的爱比较起来 切实的爱是一件严酷和令人生畏的事情 action is a harsh and dreadful thing compared with love in dreams.
梦想中的爱图的是急功近利 立竿见影 Love in dreams is greedy for immediate action,
渴望做出人人注目的壮举 rapidly performed and so everyone can see
怀着这样的梦想确实连命都舍得 只要这过程不持续很久 Men will even give their lives if only the ordeal does not last too long but
而是像在舞台上那样快快结束 只要人人都瞧着他表示赞许 is soon over with all looking on and applauding as if on a stage
切实的爱 则需要工作 But active love, active love is labour
和毅力 and fortitude
陀思妥耶夫斯基 Dostoyevsky
这都什么意思 so what was that all about?
我们就是来讨论这个的 that's what we're here to discuss
但是你从来不讨论 你只是提问 but you never discuss anything, you just ask questions
我们已经在这一段上卡了一个半月了 we've been stuck on the same paragraph for a month and a half
这一段很关键 it's an important paragraph
你来读 read it
我相信您是真诚的 心地是善良的 i believe you are sincere and good at heart
即使您达不到幸福的境界 if you do not attain happiness
请永远记住您是走在正道上 always remember you are on the righ road
要努力不偏离这条路 try not to leave it
主要的是力戒作假 力戒一切 above all, avoid falsehood, every kind of
弄虚作假 尤其要力戒向自己作假 falsehood, especially falseness to yourself
您得提防这一点 watch over your own deceitfulness and
每时每刻加以警惕 look into it every hour, every minute
-你读出了什么 -不错的建议 -what do you make of that? -it's good advice man
-是吗 -你说呢 -is it? -you tell me
我不知道 i don't know
你才是老师 but you're the teacher
我教文学 不提建议 i teach literature, i dont give advice
你是在浪费大家的时间 you're wasting our time
我是在提问 i'm asking you questions
该提问的是我们 we're supposed to ask the questions
你应该给出答案 you're supposed to give us the answers
或许 提出好问题 perhaps its not as important to know
比知道答案更重要 the answers as it is to ask the questions better
你看他还是告诉了我们些什么 there you see he told us something
他没有 他只是又提出了一个问题 no he didn't he just asked us another question
在爱的征途上永远不要害怕您自己的怯懦心理 Never be frightened at your own faint-heartedness in attaining love
拉倒吧 Stop that!
佐西马长老是想告诉这个女人什么 what is father Zossima trying to tell this woman?
我警告你 I'm warning you man
没有信仰的人能够领会这个建议吗 is it possible to appreciate this advice if we aren't faithful?
你说 你说 说点能帮我通过期末考试的东西 tell me something! tell me something thats gonna help me pass the final exam
使用信仰一词时 我们是想说什么 what do we mean when we use the word faith?
两杯咖啡 谢谢 two coffees please
你不能因为学生不喜欢陀思妥耶夫斯基就揍他们 you can't beat up students because they don't like Dostoyevsky
或许吧 perhaps
-你今天能捎我进城一趟吗 -当然可以 -can you give me a ride to town today? -sure
你还好吗 are you okay?
空气太冷 阳光太烈 这杯我一口没喝的咖啡 Air's too cold, sun's too bright. this coffee although i haven't had
也无疑太浓了 我想躺着 就此挥发掉 any yet is undoubtedly too strong. I wanna lie down and evaporate
你在经历信仰危机 you're having a crisis of faith
-不 我没有 -你有 -No i'm not -Yes you are
亨利 我是无神论者 Henry i'm an atheist
也许这只是你自认为 maybe you only think you're an atheist
-我很痛苦 -一切痛苦皆是欲望 -i'm in pain -all pain is desire
这算批评还是建议？ Is that criticism or advice?
这是佛理 i think its Buddhism
-亨利？-嗯？ -Henry? -yes?
-我坠入爱河了 -不是吧 真的？ -i'm in love -no really?
-我想是的 -你怎么知道 -yes i think so -how can you tell?
专注不足 情绪多变 lack of concentration erratic mood swings
推理出错 举止执迷 faulty reasoning obsessive behavior
跟在年轻女人屁股后面跑 这不像你 its not like you to go running off after young women
我没跟着谁屁股后面跑 我是在坠向她 i'm not running off after anyone i'm falling towards her
-无法自拔？-对 差不多吧 -as if you cant help yourself? -yeah something like that
明白了 我读到过这种事 i see, i've read about this type of thing
这里讲到 and then there's this
与梦想中的爱比较起来 切实的爱是一件严酷和令人生畏的事情 love in action is a harsh and dreadful thing compared with love in dreams
你的爱是切实的 还是梦想？ is this an active love or a dream?
是将要变成现实的梦想 it's a dream about to become reality
举出这个现实的例证 name the proofs of this reality
沉思的姿态 微妙的笑容 a thoughtful gesture, delicate smile
洁白修长的脖颈 white slender neck
恳切 好奇 诱人的嗓音 an earnest inquisitive and alluring voice
优雅的身姿 灵动而愉悦的双眼 graceful figure, intelligent sensuous eyes
-描述这个梦想的本质 -亲密 -describe the nature of the dream -intimacy
举出亲密的构成要素 name the constituent elements of intimacy
亲吻 爱抚 搂抱 kissing, caressing, holding
拍打 喊叫 对话 slapping, shouting, talking
等待 沉眠 哭泣 waiting, sleeping, crying
倾听 热望 鼓励 listening, hoping, encouraging
原谅 欢笑 飞升 forgiving, laughing, volanting
一言蔽之：动词 in a word: verbs
所以才切实 and therefore active
噢 我现在感觉好多了 oh i feel much better now
服务员比我刚进来时更周到了 waitress are settling much prettier than i first came in
四周的暗影没那么烦人了 ambient shadows less irritating
阳光不再对我造成威胁 它只是在那 daylight is not threatening me anymore it's just there
无缘无故地铺满街道 filling the street for no apparent reason
或许这是个错误 但无论如何我都不会畏惧 a mistake perhaps but in any event i'm not afraid
-我为你感到高兴 -劳烦 结账 -glad to hear it -check please
你接下来打算怎么做呢 how do you proceed?
去生活 朝着所爱之人前进 to live just move forward towards those you love
-引人入胜的理论 -不 是无可辩驳的事实 -intriguing theory -no an impeccable truth
但你所前往的地方 那里知识并没有助益 but knowledge wont help where you're going
那什么有 what will?
-信仰 -你是说爱情 -faith -you mean love
不 信仰 no faith
信仰和爱情有什么分别？ whats the distinction between faith and love?
没有信仰的爱情只是一时痴迷 love without faith is merely a infatuation
一时痴迷 infatutaion
好动人的词汇 such a beautiful word
朋友 你完了 my friend you're doomed
或许吧 你进城去干嘛 perhaps, so why do you need to go into town?
-我被学校开除了 -不是吧 -i've been thrown out of school -No
那你怎么办 well what are you going to do?
不知道 也许去找个工作吧 i dont know maybe i'll get a job
-有任何需要都可以找我 -谢了 -well if there's anything you need just ask -thanks
-四点停车场见吧 -好 -so i'll see in the parking lot at 4 -okay
好了 走了 well here goes
他感到绝望 沮丧涌出... desperate, his frustration spills
不 迸发出 no bursts forth
这个更好 thats better
沮丧中迸发出无畏 his frustration bursts forth into audacity
一切感想 he says as fast as he can
脱口而出 whatever he feels
一切感想 脱口而出 he says as fast as he can whatever he feels
一觉受伤 就言及痛苦 he feels hurt and speaks pain
我喜欢这句 直接 热烈 i like that very direct, passionate
他感受 he feels
并断言 he concludes
他喜欢你 he likes you
-谁？-你的文学老师 -who? -your literature professor
噢 是的 我知道 oh yes i know
别和他搅合在一起 you shouldn't get mixed up with him people will
人们会觉得你跟他上床是为了成绩 think you sleep with him to get a better grade
人们很差劲 people are disappointing
我把马克介绍给你吧 let me introduce you to Mark
我现在不想跟任何人扯上关系 i don't want to get involved with anyone right now
-为什么 -因为我很忙 -why not? -because i'm busy
有很多要学的 我很享受勤学的状态 i have a lot to study and i'm enjoying it, working hard
但是马克多帅呀 而且他喜欢你 but Mark is so good looking and he likes you
-我对他有点着迷 -马克？ -he fascinates me a little -Mark?
不 我的老师 No my teacher
真的？ Really?
你不觉得他身上有种悲剧感吗 there's something sort of tragic about him don't you think?
他叫裘德 就像《无名的裘德》 he's name is Jude like in Jude The Obscure
-他看上去疯疯癫癫的 -他是坠入爱河了 -he looks half mad -he's in love
男人真可悲 Men are pathetic
我觉得他挺有魅力 i think he's kind of charming
某种程度上 in a way
我在写他 i write about him
你写什么了 what do you write about?
各种事 我在揣度 研究他 different things, speculate, study him
我要围绕他 或类似他的人 写一个短篇故事 i'm going to write a short story with him at the center or some one like him
《他》 《他》就是这个故事的名字 Him that's what i call it Him
-我今晚要洗衣服 -我也要洗 -i'm doing laundry tonight -me too
共用一瓶洗衣液？ do you want to split a bottle of detergent?
行 okay
谢谢你载我一程 thanks for the ride
你住哪 where you gonna stay?
哦 我有些朋友愿意收留我 oh i have some friends who will put me up
-再见了 -再见 -i'll see you later -see you around
娶我吗 拜托 marry me? come on
抱歉 先生 你愿意与我牵手步入婚姻殿堂吗 excuse me sir but will you take my hand in marriage?
-得了 闪开 -娶我吧 -come on get outta here -marry me please
爱慕我 珍视我 to love and to cherish
到路边来好吗 would you get out of the street?
你看什么看 老古董 滚开 what are you looking at? square.. bug off
抱歉 先生 你能让我成为你的妻子吗 excuse me sir but will you allow me to be your wife?
-拜托 -给 -please! -here
谁要你的臭钱！ don't want your money
爱慕我 珍视我 to love and to cherish
嘿 娶我吧 来吧 hey you marry me come on
有人需要帮忙吗 somebody need any help?
有人需要帮助吗 somebody need any assistance?
需要我帮忙吗 can i help some one?
有人需要帮忙吗 somebody need any help?
需要我帮忙吗 can i help some one?
经理说你要是不买书就出去 my manager says you either gotta buy a book or leave
听这个 listen to this
无知是人类幸福的必要条件 ignorance is the necessary condition of human happiness
我们几乎完全不了解自己 we're almost entirely ignorant of ourselves
不了解他人 在无知中 我们找到了极乐 absolutely of others in ignorance we find our bliss
在幻觉中 我们找到了幸福 in illusions our happiness
我把你课上提过的问题都记了下来 i write down all those questions you ask in class
是吗 you do?
我把它们带回了家 并重读了你布置的章节 很有用 i take them home and re-read the chapters you've assigned, it helps
-什么很有用？-提问题 - what does? - asking the questions
怎么说 how?
我按照问题清单比对所有读的内容 submitting all i read in the book to that ongoing list of questions
某种程度上 somehow it shows
他的关切显得如此连贯 it shows how consistent his concerns were
陀思妥耶夫斯基 Dostoevsky
是吗 it does huh?
在没有就着文本一次次提问之前 before i began asking those questions over
我读得很艰难 and over again of the text i was having a hard time
我不明白他想表达什么 我总是希望他回到故事上来 i couldn't see what he was getting at i kept hoping he get back to the story
然后怎么了 and then what happened?
这些问题让我不再分心 现在我从中能体会出更多东西 the questions focused my concentration i'm getting more out of my reading now
有工作人员吗 does anybody work here?
我不是有意要教你什么 但很高兴这对你有所帮助 i can't say i intended to teach you anything but i'm glad it helps
可那是你的问题 是你先提出来的 but they're your questions you asked them first
我是出于种种原因才提的 i asked them for different reasons
什么原因 what reasons?
书本似乎是鲜活的 the book seems alive
你看上去是鲜活的 you seem alive
那本书似乎也是鲜活的 that book there seems alive too
你所读到的东西正影响着你 things you're reading are having an effect on you
而我 我读书 me? i read
理解 赏析 i understand, i appreciate
但我毫无改变 but still i'm left unchanged
我没办法将理解的东西付诸行动 i can't put into actions what it is i understand
知识不该提供慰藉吗 shouldn't knowledge provide solace?
我不知道 i don't know
或许我什么都不明白 perhaps i don't understand anything
你有地方去吗 do you have anywhere to go?
你在这呆了好几个小时了 you've been in here for hours
你什么时候下班 when do you get off work?
八点 8 o'clock
我载你回学校？ can i drive you back to campus?
谢谢 不用 我坐公交 no thanks i take the bus
在此之前 要跟我喝一杯吗 will you have a drink with me before you take the bus?
只要你现在出去就行 否则经理要吼我了 okay but only if you leave now my manager will yell at me if you don't
好 街角酒吧见？ okay the bar on the corner?
你要买这本书吗 do you wanna buy the book?
不 书没有用 nah books don't help
爱慕我 珍视我 to love and to cherish
这是什么 what's that?
咖啡和玛芬 it's coffee and a muffin
这是什么意思 what's this suppose to mean?
没什么意思 it's not suppose to mean anything
天下没有免费的午餐 不是吗 先生 you can't get something for nothing you know mister
也不尽然吧 no not usually i suppose
男人给女人买了一杯咖啡 just because a guy buys a girl a cup of coffee
不代表她就得跟他上床 doesn't mean she has to jump into the sack with him
这样吧 我放这儿 look i'm putting it over here
能够坐享其成 何必多此一举呢 why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?
什么 what?
所有事都是这么回事儿 先生 that's the truth about things mister
放在那儿了 看到了吗 look it's right here see?
咖啡 玛芬 行了吗 coffee and a muffin okay?
爱慕我 珍视我 to love and to cherish
娶我 marry me
什么 excuse me?
让我成为你的妻子 let me be you wife
抱歉 i'm sorry
爱慕我 珍视我 to love and to cherish
嘿 老师 你在等人？ hey professor you waiting for somebody?
对 一个女生 yeah a girl
美女？ pretty girl?
是的 美女 yes. a pretty girl
应该也很年轻吧 and young too i imagine
跟你有什么关系 what's it to you?
你欣赏她的才智 you admire her intelligence
客观上讲 确实 as a matter of fact yes i do
她集低调审慎与少女天真于一体 and you're impressed with her charming combination
令你难以忘怀 of unassuming conscientiousness and girlish naivete
如果的确如此呢 so what if i am?
我们美国人的毛病 就是总向往着一场喜剧收尾的悲剧 trouble with us Americans is we always want a tragedy with a happy ending
嘿 来瓶啤酒 hey i need a beer
-嗨 -嗨 - Hi - Hi
喝点什么吗 you want a drink?
一杯啤酒 我得去打个电话 a beer please i have to make a call
一杯啤酒 a beer
乔 我是苏菲 Joe it's me Sophie
我一个小时后才会回家 抱歉 临时有事 i won't be home for an hour so sorry something came up
我明晚再洗衣服 i'll do my laundry tomorrow night
我和朋友们在酒吧 i'm at a bar with some friends
女性朋友 girlfriends
拜 bye
你喜欢你的工作吗 do you like your job?
还行 买书有折扣 挺有用的 it's okay i get a discount on my books it helps
你喜欢你的吗 do you like yours?
不怎么喜欢 我不擅长 not really i'm bad at it
是因为不喜欢才不擅长 are you bad at it because you don't like it or
还是因为不擅长才不喜欢？ do you not like it because you're bad at it?
你觉得我是个糟糕的老师吗 do you think i'm a bad teacher?
我在你的课上学到了些东西 i have learn things in your class
你作为学生比我作为老师要好 you're a better student than i am a teacher
因为你对我投入了更多关注 that's because you give me more attention than the others
的确 that's true
这会困扰到你吗 does that bother you?
不会 no
老实说 to tell you the truth
在某些时刻 我觉得自己教得还不错 when i feel i'm teaching well
觉得自己清楚地表达了内心的想法 when i'm making myself clear
觉得自己确实鼓励了学生去更具体地思考 when i'm actually encouraging a student to think specifically
更妥帖地表达 and articulate more appropriately
当我有这些感受时 when i feel this
通常是想到了你 i'm usually thinking of you
你会觉得难堪吗 does that embarrass you?
有点 a little
比如在读书读得很兴奋时 when i'm reading that really excites me for instance
我极度渴望与人分享 i want desperately to share it with some one
而那个人是你 it's you i wanna share it with
为什么是我 why me?
原因很复杂 it's complicated
不复杂 no it's not
不复杂？ it's not?
那是因为你觉得我长得漂亮 it's because you think i'm pretty
或许吧 perhaps
抱歉 但这并不会改变我在乎你这个事实 i'm sorry it doesn't change the fact that i care for you
你不怎么了解我 you hardly know me
的确 我对谁都算不上了解 但我知道我的感受 哪怕不知道原因 that's true i hardly know anyone but i know how i feel even if i don't know why
想听我讲讲我自己吗 would you like me to tell you something about myself?
如果你愿意的话 if you want to
能被认真对待 我很感激 但我始终担心 i appreciate being taken seriously but i'm always concerned
我自己不够认真 that i'm not sufficiently serious
我知道 男人们觉得我长得还可以 但我觉得 i know men look at me and think i'm alright but i think it's
借此去图谋些什么 很卑鄙 contemptuous to utilize that fact in order to achieve something
但迫不得已的话 恐怕我也会这么做 but if had to i'm afraid i might
这让我很困扰 and that bothers me
我好奇心很重 我担心这会让我显得很好骗 i'm very curious and i'm afraid of seeming gullible
所以我超乎寻常地好辩 so i'm argumentative more than i think i should be
你为什么跟室友撒谎说你跟其他人出来玩了 what did you lie to your roommate you were out with some one else?
如果大家知道我们一块出来了 他们会说 if people knew we were out together they would say
我为了成绩和你上床 i was sleeping with you in order to get a better grade
-可是我们没有 -没有什么 - but we're not - not what
上床 sleeping together
是还没有吧 not yet anyway
一 二 三 四 五 六 七 八 one..two..three..four five..six..seven..eight
-我不喜欢这首歌 -我超爱这段录像 - i don't like this song - i love the video
能关小声点吗 我得学习了 can you turn it down i have to study?
-那个男的又打电话来了 -哪个男的 - that guy called again - what guy?
-那个 你知道的 -你喜欢的那个？ - you know the one - the one you like?
长发那个 with the long hair
-他约你出去？-对 - did he ask you out? - yes
-但我说我很忙 -你觉得他会再打来吗 - but i said i was busy - do you think he'll call back?
绝对会 definitely
真希望我能有她那样的一双腿 i wish i had legs like hers
真希望我的胸能小点 i wish my breasts were smaller
你喜欢这条裙子吗 do you like this dress?
我更喜欢那条 i like that one better
我要写本小说 i'm going to write a novel
-现在？-不 有朝一日 - now? - no someday
需要我帮忙吗 有人需要帮忙吗 can i help someone? somebody need any help?
有人需要帮助吗 somebody need any assistance?
需要我帮忙吗 有人需要帮忙吗 can i help someone? somebody need any help?
需要我帮忙吗 can i help someone?
-你今天没来上课 -我想你了 - you weren't in class today - i've missed you
我也想你了 i've missed you too
真是糟透了 我失魂落魄的 it was terrible i didn't know what to do
我睡过头了 i overslept
我是下午两点的课 my class is a 2 o'clock in the afternoon
别争了 let's not argue
我没争 我是担心 i'm not arguing i'm concerned
吃得好吗 are you eating alright?
别这样 我是成年人了 look i'm a grownup person
-今晚能见面吗 -或许吧 - can i see you tonight? - perhaps
或许是什么意思 what's that suppose to mean?
是你经常这样说 it's what you always say
-是吗 -是的 或许吧 - is it? - yes perhaps
我什么时候会这么说 when do i say that?
比如 当你不想承认自己错了的时候 well for instance whenever you don't want to admit that you're wrong
你总会望向别处 说“或许吧” you always look away and say perhaps
- 不 我不会 -你会 - no i don't - yes you do
我一直都会承认自己的错 i always admit when i'm wrong
才不是 that's not true
怎么不是 我珍视自己的缺陷 yes it is i cherish my flaws
瞧 这又是件你总是会做的事 ah you see that's another thing you always do
什么 what is?
每次你争不过 whenever you're losing an argument
你总会把自己描绘为一个彻头彻尾的无能之辈 you always depict yourself as hopelessly incompetent
就好像是谦虚地承认自己的缺点 as if humbly admiting your shortcomings
会使你在争论中占据上风 somehow places you above the argumentative hand
因此可以全然否定其他人的观点 there for negating the other person's point of view entirely
你真是明察秋毫啊 you're pretty thorough
善于观察罢了 honestly observant
-我受宠若惊 -记下来了 - i'm pretty flattered - i'll make a note of that
你还没有回答我的问题 you haven't answer my question
什么问题来着 what question is that?
-今晚能和你见面吗 -或许吧 - can i see you tonight? - perhaps
我得走了 电话联系 i've gotta go call me
-亨利 -嘿 裘德 - Henry - oh hi Jude
你在这干嘛 what are you doing here?
我现在在这工作 i work here now
-真的假的 -真的 - no kidding - yea
这工作不错 这么多书 great job, all these books
老板不是很喜欢我 不过 boss doesn't like me too much but
我一向和权威过不去 i always had a problem with authority
你在这干嘛呢 what are you doing here?
我来见苏菲 oh i came to see Sophie
啊 苏菲 ahh Sophie
来自希腊语中的索菲娅 意思是“求知” Sophia that's greek you know it's means to know
我会记住的 i'll keep that in mind
但是她有男朋友了 but she's got a boyfriend
-她没有 -她真的有 - no she doesn't - sure she does
有好多呢 天天都来这儿 她老跟他们调情 lots of 'em, they're in here everyday she flirts with them constantly
不 如果她和别人在一起 她会告诉我的 no she would've told me if she were involved with some one
-为什么 -什么为什么 - why? - why what?
她为什么要告诉你 why would she have told you?
因为她想让我知道 我们很亲密 because she would have wanted me to know we are close you know
-多亲密？-就是亲密 - how close? - close
-上床了？-没 还没 - do you sleep together? - no not yet
那就只是朋友啰 so you're just friends
比朋友更亲密一点 we're a little bit more than friends
裘德 你这是自欺欺人 Jude you're deluding yourself
你什么也不知道 you don't know anything about it
一个男人 抛弃满心的智慧 扔掉经年累积的知识 a man'll throw all his heart won wisdom toss away years of acquired knowledge
为了什么？就为了一张漂亮脸蛋 all for what? a pretty face
呵 那你孜孜不倦地愤世嫉俗 well what is all your diligent cynicism and
经年累月地智性探索 又给你带来了什么 years of intellectual inquiry gotten you huh?
一份书店的工作 a job in a bookstore
-心灵的祥和 -什么 - peace of mind - what?
至少是与之相近的某种东西 or at least something approximating peace of mind
亨利 你不是活在现实世界 你活在书籍和观念里 you don't live in the real world henry you live in books and ideas
你是理论抽象的受害者 you're a victim of theoretical abstraction
嘿 我跟你一样 也在和魔鬼作斗争 hey i struggle with my demons as much as you
可它们真的是魔鬼吗 but are they really demons?
一切消遣都是魔鬼 all distractions are demons
你知道吗 我最大的恐惧就是 you know my biggest fear is this
我所有的辛勤工作 所有的好心好意 that all my hard work all my good intentions
所有的学习研究 都不过是在我与生活之间 all my studying have been nothing more than
筑起了壁垒 building of a wall between me and life
-正是如此 -什么 - exactly - what?
你必须脱离生活 you must withdraw from life
别犯蠢 我想要拥抱生活 don't be stupid i wanna embrace life
要理解生活 有时需要抽身而出 to know about life sometimes you have step away from it
是吗？听这个 oh yeah? listen to this
“不过时不时的 人们可以看见一个美丽的年轻姑娘走过 'yet, every now and then, there would pass a young girl,
高高的个子 一路上引起了年轻人的大胆希望 slender, fair and desirable, arousing in young men a not ignoble desire to possess her,
引起了老年人对温柔生活的惋惜” and stirring in old men regrets for ecstasy not seized and now forever past''
他沉默寡言而又固执己见 he is quiet yet opinionated
刚毅而又羞涩 powerful but shy
我得买新衣服了 i need new clothes
体贴而又莽撞 thoughtful and impetuous
-我讨厌这段录像 -我喜欢这首歌 - i hate this video - i like this song
主唱很帅 the lead singer is hot
他看起来又刻薄又麻木 he looks mean and insensitive
你觉得我应该去把头发染成金色吗 do you think i should make my hair blonde?
夏天再说吧 not until summer
我想减肥 i wanna lose weight
玛格丽特·杜拉斯是女同性恋吗 is Marguerite Duras a lesbian?
老天保佑马克回我电话 god i hope Mark calls me back
他很严肃 尽管不是出于本意 he is solemn despite himself
不顾一切 一往无前 reckless and hell bent
草率到自己都害怕 frightened of his own carelessness
真是个悖论 that's a paradox
-嗨 -出去 - hello? - get outta here
是我妈妈 it's my mother
你还好吗 how are you?
裘德？ Jude?
我废了 i'm a wreck
什么 excuse me?
我太兴奋了 兴奋到睡不着 i'm excited too excited to sleep
-你在哪儿 -大街上 - where are you? - on a street
在城里？ in town?
我转悠几个小时了 i've been walking for hours
我只能这样 估计得转悠整个晚上 i had to walk, think i'm gonna walk all night
出来跟我一块走走吧 why don't you come out and walk with me?
你怎么了 what's come over you?
我满脑子都是你 i can't get you out of my head
我开车到学校接你吧 我们一起在外面过夜 i'll drive up to campus and pick you up we stay out all night
-我不行 -为什么不行 - i can't - why not?
我明天还有课 得学习 i've got classes tomorrow i've gotta study
那又怎么样！我为你写了首诗 so what! i wrote a poem for you
诗？ a poem?
-对 -真的吗？ - yeah - really?
嗯 在酒吧的时候 yeah i was at a bar
我像着了魔一样 灵感迸发 扯了张纸巾来写 i was possessed, inspired beyond belief i grabbed a napkin
文思泉涌 scrolled it out in one huge burst of creativity
很美的一首诗 真的很美 beautiful poem really beautiful
后来我把啤酒洒在上面了 现在想不起来怎么写的了 and then i spilled my bear on it and now i don't remember how it went
一个小时后咖啡馆见 meet me at the cafe in an hour
-亨利 -裘德 - Henry - Jude
我决定去做教士 I've decided i'm joing the priesthood
你每次喝多了都这么说 you always say that when you've had too much to drink
这次我是认真的 yeah this time i mean it
那书店的工作怎么办 what about your job at the bookstore?
我被开除了 i got fired
老天 亨利 没准修道院真的适合你 jesus Henry monastery is probably just the place for you
你也这么觉得？ think so?
你是个社交白痴 you are socially retarded
我只是不走寻常路 i march to the beat of a different drum
还有钱吗 you got any money?
我用不着钱 我有信念 i don't need money i got conviction
给 这会帮你保持你的信念 well here this will help sustain your conviction
知道吗 裘德 你就有这个毛病 你什么都不信奉 you know Jude that's your problem you don't believe in anything
这算毛病？ that's a problem?
当然算了 of course it is
我看有毛病的是那些有所信奉的人 it seems to me the people who believe in things are the problem
什么意思？ how do you mean?
炸大使馆的人常会强调自己有所信奉 people who bomb embassies usually insist that they believe in things
恐怖主义组织将机枪对准超市里的妇孺 rival terrorist organizations machine gun women and children in the supermarkets
因为他们有所信奉 because they believe in things
民选官员关停医院 投票支持 elected officials shut down hospitals and then vote for
增加国防预算 通常是因为他们有所信奉 increases in the defence budget usually because believe in things
算了吧 我宁愿什么也不信奉 no i rather not believe in things
可还有其他选择吗 but what's the alternative?
人活着不能没有信仰 man can't live without faith
人活着可以没有信仰 但不能没有理解 he can live without faith he can't live without understanding
先有理解 才有信仰 faith comes after understanding
那你认为人怎样才能获得理解呢 and how do you suppose one gains understanding?
通过经验 through experience
啊 你想要通过物质手段达到精神目的 ah you wanna achieve spiritual end through materialist means
这就是你的毛病 that's your problem
亨利 别烦我了 你喝醉了 Henry leave me alone you're drunk
你不听信理性 you won't listen to reason
我是不听信 尤其是今晚 no i won't listen to reason not tonight
-可你得听 -别想拦着我了 亨利 - but you must - don't try and stop me Henry
你不会如愿的 you'll never survive this
你怎么知道？ how do you know?
而且 我都不知道我是否想要如愿 besides i don't know if i want to
你还好吗 are you okay?
我不知道 也许我再也不会是从前那个我了 i don't know maybe i'll never be the same again
但是谁在乎呢 but who cares?
吻我 kiss me
你为什么跟室友说电话那头是你妈 why did you tell your roommate it was your mother on the phone?
-我告诉过你为什么 -但今非昔比 - i told you why - but it's different now
怎么今非昔比了？ how is it different?
我们都知道你不是为了成绩而来 it's understood that you're not here in order to get a better grade
不是吗 isn't?
嗯 well yes it is
但只有你知我知 between us
其他人都不重要 no one else matters
我觉得很难堪 i'm embarrassed
因为我？ of me?
我不希望自己看上去像变了个人 i don't want to seem like somebody i'm not
对谁来说 to who?
对我来说 to myself
你该走了 you should go
我不想走 i don't want to
你连自己为什么来这儿都不知道 you don't know why you're here
人们常做出些自己都不理解的事情 people often do things they don't understand
这并不影响他们是真诚的 it doesn't make them less genuine
也许吧 maybe
你希望我走吗 do you want me to go?
不 no
真的吗 are you sure?
真的 yes
我把外衣脱掉 i'm going to undress
好 okay
你觉得我美吗 do you think i'm very beautiful?
嗯 yes
如果今晚之后你再也见不到我 if you never see me again after tonight
你会难过吗 will you be sad?
不用担心这个 don't worry about it
是 可是听我说 yes but you know
你会为昔日同我一起的时光 为曾有的爱抚 will you be tortured by the memory of having been with me?
而备受煎熬吗 of having caressed me
会好奇我是不是另有新欢吗 will you wonder if i'm with other men?
会嫉妒吗 will you be jealous?
会执迷吗 will you become obsessed?
会一直心怀沮丧吗 will you carry your disappointment around with you forever?
会变得多愁善感 厌恶社交吗 will you be maudlin and anti-social?
会变得好斗吗 will you get into fights?
会希望其他女人更像我吗 will you expect other women to be somehow more like me?
我的嘴 我的眼睛 my mouth my eyes
我的发型 the way i wear my hair
你会吗 你觉得你会变成那样吗 will you? will you be like that you think?
或许吧 perhaps
你知道 万物的本质 it's the nature of things you know
就是追悔 regret
我甘愿冒险 i'll risk it
嘿 娶我吗 hey will you marry me?
拜托了 please
你为什么会想嫁给我 why do you wanna marry me?
为什么不呢 why not?
我要不是醉成这样 能列许多原因出来 i can think a lot of reasons if i weren't so drunk
你怎么会醉成这样 why are you so drunk?
我不知道 夜太长了 i don't know, nights are too long
无人共度 夜才会长 the nights are too long because you have no one to share them with
好悲悯的说法 that's a very compassion way of putting it
-娶我吧 -可我又不了解你 - marry me - but i don't know you
那又如何 有谁真的了解他人吗 what does that matter? does anyone really know anyone else?
说得不错 ah that's a good point
我会进一步追问 有谁真的了解自己吗 i'd go a step further and ask does anybody really know themselves?
正是如此 exactly
你叫什么 what's your name?
凯蒂 Katy
-很高兴认识你 凯蒂 -你怎么样 亨利 - glad to meet you Katy, Henry - how are you Henry?
烂醉 wasted
怎么说 娶我吗 so what do you say will you marry me?
我不觉得我们可以大半夜的就在这儿结婚 well i doubt we can get married right here in the middle of the night
-如果是在里诺就可以 -是啊 - we could if we were in Reno - yea
天啊 真希望我们住在里诺 god i wish we lived in Reno
先睡一觉 明天再说 let's sleep on it
没门儿 先生 那你何必多此一举？ no way mister why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?
-什么 -你懂我意思 - what? - you know what i mean
我们不是一定要上床 we don't have to sleep on it together
为什么 你觉得我不好看吗 why? don't you think i'm beautiful?
凯蒂 你是女神般的人物 Katy you're a goddess
听着 朋友 别浪费我时间 外面还有大把男人 listen pal don't waste my time there are plenty of men out there
排着队想娶我 who died trying to marry me
我不怀疑这点 i don't doubt it
你看 我们为什么不暂且订个婚呢 listen why don't we just get engaged for the time being?
-订婚？ -对啊 - engaged huh? - yea
那样的话 我可以找个小窝 我们安居乐业 that way i can find us a place to live get set up right and proper
为什么 你现在没有地方住吗 why don't you have a place to live now?
没有吧 no not exactly
-那戒指呢 -戒指？ -what about a ring? -a ring?
戒指 如果我们要订婚 你得给我个戒指 a ring if we're gonna get engaged you gotta give me a ring
哦戒指 给你 这是我的大学纪念戒指 oh ring here, it's my college ring
哦天哪 oh god
-好漂亮 -对你来说有点大了 - it's beautiful - it's a little big on you
不 刚刚好 亨利谢谢你 oh no it's just perfect henry thank you
看到凯蒂你笑得这么开心就值得了 aw it's worth just to see you smile like that Katy
所以你有工作吗 so do you have a job?
工作？没 现在没有 a job? ahh no not at the moment
我在攻读博士学位 i'm working on my PhD
你是博士？ you're a doctor?
神学博士 差一点 of theology. almost
你离开学校之后准备做什么 what are you gonna do when you get out of school?
哦我不知道 我一辈子都待在学校里 什么事都不会做 ooh i don't know i've been in school all my life i don't know how to do anything
好啊 希望你不是指望我 well i hope you don't expect me to go
后半辈子都养你吧 and support you for the rest of your life?
这就开始唠叨了 already with the nagging
我这是给自己选了条什么折磨人的路啊 what a torturous path i've made for myself
自我设限 就为了你 shackling myself to you
凯蒂 别难过 oh Katy now don't get so upset
所有新婚夫妇都会小打小闹的 我们会走下去的 all newlyweds have these little battles we'll survive
-你这么想？ -那当然 - you think so? - absolutely
你是个好人 亨利 you're a good man Henry
凯蒂来吧 我们回家睡会儿觉 Ah Kate come on let's go home and get some sleep
-好吧 我知道个地方 -好的 - okay i know a place - good
他的弱点 his weaknesses
持存 are enduring
他的优点 his strengths
几乎要蚕食 threaten to eclipse
我的自信 my own self confidence
他常常 he eats out
出去吃 a lot
-嘿 你是那个... -不是 - hey aren't you? - no
-你是 -我不是 - yes you are - no i'm not
-但昨晚 -昨晚怎么了 - but last night - what about last night?
你和他在一起 you were with him
我没有 no i wasn't
抱歉 或许是我搞错了 i'm sorry perhaps i'm mistaking
或许吧 perhaps
我刚看到你女朋友了 i just saw your girlfriend
苏菲 Sophia
她声称不认识你 she claims not to know you
-不 -真的 - no - yes
不 NO
恐怕如此 afraid so
我不明白 i don't understand
没什么可明白的 我们都是动物 there's nothing to understand we're animals
“爱欲这个小神实在是反复无常且极其恶劣” "Eros is a bad and fickle little godhead"
这东西还能用么 does this thing still work?
我讨厌她这么做 i hate when she does that
今天立春了 today's the first day of spring
这算什么安慰 that's no consolation
老哥 我昨晚一定是喝断片了 我醒来发现自己在一间陌生的公寓 boy i must've been hammered last night i woke up in a strange apartment
不知怎么的把大学纪念戒指弄丢了 somehow i managed to lose my college ring
吃完烤面包就滚 eat your toast and get out
-没有无代价的爱情 -什么 - no love is free - what?
弗洛伊德说的 freud said that
别烦我 亨利 don't start with me Henry
昨晚我在电影里听到了一句很有趣的宣言 heard a fascinating statement in a movie last night
你似乎没意识到我正经历怎样的痛苦 you don't seem to be aware of the pain i'm expriencing
-什么 -算了 - excuse me? - forget it
-是有关《圣经》的 -讲的什么 - it's biblical - what is?
那句宣言 “爱无差等” the statement, "love does not discriminate"
我不明白 i don't follow
然后人们问他说 and the people asked him saying:
“那我们当做什么呢？” "what shall we do then"
-《路加福音》 -3章10节 - that's Luke - chapter 3 verse 10
-然后呢 -然后使徒回答说 - so? - "so the apostle replies
“爱慕与珍视任何出现在你面前的人 不要犹疑 love and cherish unquestioningly whoever happens to be before you
爱无差等” Love does not discriminate"
我不是使徒 亨利 I'm no apostle, Henry
别发火啊 只是电影里听来的 Take it easy, it was just something I heard in a movie
听好了 朋友 别在这儿大摇大摆的 一边用着我的烤面包机 Listen pal, you can't waltz in here, use my toaster
一边散播着空泛泛的宇宙真理 and start spouting universal truths without qualification!
那是什么 what's that?
什么 what?
你闻到了么 you smell that?
嗯 oh yeah
她把香气留在这了 she's left her fragrance here
够了 滚吧！ that's it. Get out!
-那我的烤面包呢 -滚！ - what about my toast? - Get out!
-滚开 -嗯？ - Scram - what?
你为什么要这么做 why did you do that?
我大概是很烦躁 i'm upset i guess
蠢货 idiot
你为什么不承认我 why do you deny me?
我现在不想和任何人扯上关系 i don't wanna get involved with anyone right now
我很忙 i'm busy
努力学习 studying working hard
我也喜欢这样 and i like it
你为什么想要别人知道我们的关系 why do you need what's between us to be seen?
我没有 i don't
我只是需要被承认 i need it to be acknowledged
这很令人难堪 this is embarrassing
你在写什么 what are you writing?
故事的一个片段 it's part of a story
我能听听么 can i hear it?
不能 no
念出来 read it
念啊 read it
他绝望了 挫败感漫溢开来 he is desperate and his frustration mounts to overflowing
将他引向了那最终的 鲁莽的错误 before giving way to his final and audacious mistake
他屈服了 放弃了 finally he caves in gives up
接受了现成的安排 因为他知道他可以这么做 也想这么做 and takes what is offered because he knows he can because he knows he wants
他缺乏信仰 因而缺乏耐心 he lacks faith and therefore patience
他的放弃让他在时间面前显得空乏又衰老 the giving of himself has left him empty and old before his time
很有趣 that's very interesting
但我想应该是“她” but i think it should be a woman
你觉得呢 what do you think?
念成“她”看看 go on read it as a woman
她绝望了 挫败感漫溢开来 she is desperate and her frustration mounts to overflowing
将她引向了那最终的 鲁莽的错误 before giving way to her final and audacious mistake
她屈服了 放弃了 接受了现成的安排 finally she caves in, gives up and takes what is offered
因为她知道她可以这么做 也想这么做 because she knows she can because she knows she wants
她缺乏信仰 因而缺乏耐心 she lacks faith and therefore patience
她的放弃让她在时间面前显得空乏又衰老 the giving of herself has left her empty and old before her time
请不要这样 just don't
该死 damn
抱歉 女士 excuse me miss
你想干什么 what do you want?
我想娶你做我的妻子 i want you to be my wife
什么 what?
我说真的 嫁给我 拜托了 i mean it. marry me. please
我为什么要嫁给你 why should i marry you?
为什么不能是我呢 well why not me?
是这样 先生 我已经订婚了 listen mister i'm already engaged
看到没？这是订婚戒指 see? this is an engagement ring
这不是订婚戒指 that's not an engagement ring
这是大学纪念戒指 而且是我朋友亨利的 that's a college ring and it belongs to my friend Henry
退后 伙计 Back off pal
我不认识什么叫亨利的人 这是订婚戒指 i don't know anyone named Henry this is an engagement ring
一份重要的象征 一件无价的珠宝 a significant emblem a potent piece of jewelry
而且是我的 and it's mine
但我以为你想结婚来着 but i thought you wanted to get married
我只是想随便找人问问 i just wanted somebody to ask
费奥多尔·米哈伊洛维奇·陀思妥耶夫斯基 Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky
出生于莫斯科 1821年 born in moscow 1821
他的父亲是 his father was a
一个醉醺醺的军队医生 对他的农奴非常残暴 drunken brute of an army Surgeon who treated his sowers horribly
所以他们谋杀了他 把伏特加灌到了他喉咙里 直到他窒息身亡 so he... they murdered him by pouring vodka down his throat till he gagged
费奥多尔的第一部小说小有成就 Fyodor had some success with his first novel but
但随后 他因颠覆沙皇被捕 then he was arrested for subversion against Tsar
在8个月的单独监禁后 after 8 months in solitary confinement
他被带到了行刑队面前 he was led before a firing squad
他站在那里 披着裹尸布 he stood there in a death shroud
面对着敞开的 匆匆挖好的墓坑 等待着处决 facing an open and hastily dug grave awaiting his execution
然后有人下令用不着枪决他了 then some one decided he didn't need to be shot
所以之后的四五年里 他在寒冷的西伯利亚的某处监狱做苦工 so for the next 4 or 5 years he did hard labour in some cold siberian prison
正是在西伯利亚 他的癫痫开始发作 it was there in siberia that he began to suffer from epilepsy
终于在被囚禁10年之后 finally 10 years after being dragged away in chains
他回到了圣彼得堡 he returned to Saint Petersburg
改信保守而深奥的宗教哲学 he converted to a conservative and profoundly religious philosophy
尽管如此 他还是一贫如洗 nevertheless he was utterly destitute
是个酒鬼 也是个冲动的赌徒 an alcoholic and a compulsive gambler
他娶了安娜·陀思妥耶夫斯基 he married Anna Dostoyevskaya
写下至少四部名垂青史的小说 and wrote at least 4 of the greatest novels in history
我没什么要说的了 i have nothing else to say
我没法教你们任何东西 i can't teach you anything
散了吧 class dismissed
知道还并不足够 Knowing is not enough
伙计你还好吗 pal you alright?
嗯 我还好 yeah i'll be okay
就想让脑袋倚在下水道这儿休息5或10分钟的 just let me rest my head here in the gutter for 5 or 10 minutes
我没事儿的 i'll be alright
很抱歉打扰你 i'm sorry to bother you
什么事 what is it?
你能告诉我从这怎么下到河边吗 can you tell me how to get down to the river from here?
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